Breath baby breath

Your very presence annoys me,
your smile is fake,
your hugs are cold,
you brush off my concerns as if they mean nothing.

every time you laugh its to someone else's jokes,
every time you cry its to someone else's stories,
every time you want me I know your picturing someone else.

You tell me Im crazy,
jealous and insane,
that Im imagining things,
or that you were just hanging with your guy friends.

but your guy friends don't smell like lavender,
they don't have long blond hair,
and they sure as hell don't leave red lipstick smears on your collar.

So don't tell me to breath baby breath,
to stop thinking the worst,
because the truth is your horrible,
selfish and mean.

Im sick of your bullshit,
so you know what baby,
As Im walking away,
just remember to breath, baby, breath.